Circle of Friends

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Wednesday, February 05, 2003

TO BE OR NOT TO BE (UNHAPPY)

I am not sure who, what, where, when or why, but I feel LONELY. jus plain lonely. I long for my friends right now. nakakapagod lately yung away-bati with your loved ones. I long for my friends unquestioning views. Yung dadamayan ka kasi kaibigan ka..kahit opposing sides of the argument kayo. Parang akong clove of garlic, na binabayo..and when I amcrushed, do I become less of a garlic??? Ganyan ang views ko ngayon sa isang banda/aspect ng marriage. Marriage tries to destroy the being that you are. In certain ways. Pag nag-aaway at nagdidikusyon ng mga haka-haka,,, EWAN ko ba??!!!! basta gusto ko lang ma-experience ulit yung, wala lang, tatawag ka lang or punta ka lang ng Matahimik or capers, kita-kita sa Katips or V.Luna (ano na nga yung vegetarian place nila Arnel na mukhang pinagiwanan ng 70's na fav nating kainan ng arroz ala Cobana???) or Timog, Morato, tapos pwede mong ireklamo lahat ng angst mo sa mundo kahit panandalian lang...at mag-inoman at malasing (at matawa kung paano nalalasing ang isat-isa?? O God, I can't, I can't) .....

Feeling kop, lahat tayo ngayon, pantay-pantay...kasi tig-i-tig-isa na tayo ng lugar sa mundo ngayon. Ang importante, to be or not to be unhappy, IN SPITE OF.... I'm bored......

Jengger 3:46 PM

Celebration of 10 years of friendship.4 friends who have traversed through life and circled places all over the globe. Jeng in San Francisco, Kala in Manila, Ebong in New York & Yvette in Somaliland